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Post by Aqualung on Mar 10, 2009 20:51:34 GMT -5
I know, right? This shit started on a Friday too. Fuck dentists for not being open on weekends and not fixing shit when they're fucking supposed to!!
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Post by Thejebusfire on Mar 12, 2009 0:31:02 GMT -5
I am going to find whoever chewed my last piece of gum, and when I do I will gauge their eyeballs out with a screwdriver.
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Post by cascade on Mar 12, 2009 1:58:38 GMT -5
I had to go off BC pills because they made me severely depressed. However, I only tried to kill myself once while I was on them, and I've tried 4 times since starting anti-depressants. I really fucking hate medicine and messing with my body chemistry. The doctor warned me and my family that starting anti-depressants often causes a deep plunge into severe depression - if only for a while. I found it hugely ironic that one of the listed side-effects of my anti-depressants was "suicidal tendencies". Heh. Thanks, hugs always make things better. I'm doing much better now, actually. I've had a few realizations about life, and I'm starting to feel much better about things. I guess change just freaks me out. And I'll stick with the pills. I also think the "suicidal thoughts" side effects is a crazy, macabre form of irony. Frustrating, too. But thanks again.
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Post by chad sexington on Mar 12, 2009 2:06:12 GMT -5
I'm pissed that nobody, including the one I was responding to (but Cait, commented on my 20's gangster slang post. That took me 20 minutes to come up with, you bloody assholes! *grrrr! *vent! *rant! *seethe! *stew! Okay, I'm over it now. late response... Yeah, I was going to ask if it was sad I could understand most of it (going through a pulp crime phase), but for some reason I decided not to. Well done, anyway
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Post by Pasta on Mar 12, 2009 2:19:11 GMT -5
Oh, and the REASON I went off my pills? Hormonal BC gives me high blood pressure. Even the progesterone only pills?
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Post by Redhunter on Mar 13, 2009 3:21:35 GMT -5
I'm pissed that nobody, including the one I was responding to (but Cait, commented on my 20's gangster slang post. That took me 20 minutes to come up with, you bloody assholes! *grrrr! *vent! *rant! *seethe! *stew! Okay, I'm over it now. late response... Yeah, I was going to ask if it was sad I could understand most of it (going through a pulp crime phase), but for some reason I decided not to. Well done, anyway Oh, thanks! I just thought it was funny but then, I have a different idea of "funny" than most folks. Glad you liked it and more impressed that you understood it! LOVE ganster slang.
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Post by Death on Mar 13, 2009 5:43:54 GMT -5
I find it hard to be angry on my account though I have plenty of reason to be. It's not that I "give in", I just try to be constructive , that's all.
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Post by malicious_bloke on Mar 14, 2009 15:14:34 GMT -5
I find it hard to be angry on my account though I have plenty of reason to be. It's not that I "give in", I just try to be constructive , that's all. That's just a different way of expressing anger. Probably the most useful. "doing something about it" beats "kicking off and stoving some fool's face in" any day of the week. I am almost always angry. Angry about what has happened to me in the past, angry about what I see happening in the present, angry at those who wittingly or unwittingly are ruining the country and the future my children will inherit. If I was devoid of that anger I would never be in the position I am now, it is my drive and my inspiration
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Post by Redhunter on Mar 16, 2009 3:25:39 GMT -5
I find it hard to be angry on my account though I have plenty of reason to be. It's not that I "give in", I just try to be constructive , that's all. That's just a different way of expressing anger. Probably the most useful. "doing something about it" beats "kicking off and stoving some fool's face in" any day of the week. I am almost always angry. Angry about what has happened to me in the past, angry about what I see happening in the present, angry at those who wittingly or unwittingly are ruining the country and the future my children will inherit. If I was devoid of that anger I would never be in the position I am now, it is my drive and my inspiration Well in that case, let me give you a hand. *ahem* "Fuck off you buttugly mook! Cancerous lesion, begone lest I pimp you out to the homeless wharfworkers!" By the way, you are quite welcome.
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Post by Aqualung on Mar 16, 2009 21:34:22 GMT -5
Gawddammit I'm so fucking sick of SUV-driving assholes, who always, always, ALWAYS have to cut me off because they think they're OMG so important and in a hurry to get there first that they ALWAYS have to drive 15mph over the speed limit no matter what it is, and if I speed up to make them stay the fuck behind me they STILL speed up and cut me off!! I don't get it. YOU GO TO HELL!! YOU GO TO HELL AND YOU DIE!!!! *fumes* I ran out of shits to give. If you drive an SUV, I don't care. Don't be an asshole!!
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Post by wmdkitty on Mar 17, 2009 4:40:24 GMT -5
I'm just angry, and I don't know why.
Wait... it might have something to do with me not taking my meds for, like, three days.
No, no... I've been just plain PISSED for a few weeks, now, it can't be the meds. I've just been fucking ANGRY at everything and everyone, and can't really put my finger on WHY.
And now THAT'S pissing me off!
Of course, piling a very LARGE (and quite loud) family gathering on top of that was not a good idea.
I'm pissed off at my parents for taking my idiot brother's side ALL FUCKING DAY. (Seriously, just because he's got FAS doesn't mean you can't discipline the little shit.) I honestly feel like they don't listen. Dad even went so far as to call everything I said "garbage", when I pointed out their defense of the Moron.
Oh so quick to try and shut me up, when I'm trying to HELP the Idiot learn how to behave, and they WON'T DO SHIT to correct his behavior! He TALKS LIKE THIS all the fucking time, and *they* make excuses, like, "Oh, well his housemates are autistic, and it's always loud and he has to shout to be heard." I call bullshit -- every last kid I've seen with Autism has been eerily SILENT. Now I'll grant that when an Autistic flips out, it can be fucking ear-splitting loud, but that doesn't happen 24/7. If his household is really THAT LOUD, the fucking staff where the Idiot lives are obviously NOT DOING THEIR JOBS and keeping things under control.
No, seriously, if the Autistic kids are constantly freaking out, the staff are fucking FAILING at their jobs.
Did I mention the staff took him off the meds for his behavior? And they think he's doing "fine" without them? Either he behaves totally differently here than he does at home, or the staff is completely oblivious to his rather obvious problems. (He's probably scamming them, you know, acting appropriately *there*, but not *here*. He's just smart enough, or perhaps STUPID enough, to try to pull that.)
So yeh, my parents not only defended the Idiot, but fucking yelled at ME for asking him to shut up, which did NOT improve my mood at all.
Not only that, but they refused to listen to me. Halfway into a sentence, they'd fucking cut me off with some stupid shit about "it's late and we're tired" -- I don't give a shit if the fucking POPE is trying to sleep, I NEED TO BE HEARD OUT!
The whole situation could have been avoided if they had sat down, heard me out without interrupting, yelling, or cutting me off with "oh, everyone's going to bed now" like I'm gonna drop it just because *they're* tired.
Yeah, I'm supposed to just let it go, when I haven't been heard, and have been consistently brushed off or bitched at all day just for wanting a little QUIET? I'm supposed to just be all, "oh, okay, I'm just *fine* with being interrupted, brushed off, and insulted!" Especially when, if I did the same to *them*, they'd fucking FORCE ME to sit down and listen? I don't think so -- and they should know by now that I *don't* just "drop it" because they say to. I'll only "drop it" AFTER I'VE BEEN HEARD OUT.
Topping that off, they decided that the Idiot was sleeping on the couch down here, when there's plenty of room upstairs. ("Oh, but we had the boys in one room and the girls in another!" was the bullshit excuse for that. I don't give a shit WHO got married today, or who's "supposed to be" where, there is NO EXCUSE for putting him down here with me!)
AND HE SNORES!
Sometimes I hate my family.
My ex has been deliberately walking down the side of the street opposite to my home -- not only is this a violation of his release (500 feet, motherfucker!), it's an intimidation tactic. Sadly, I'm not surprised by this.
What's pissing me off is the utter lack of response from the other housemates.
Of course, there's the possibility that J (our basement troll) is just blowing smoke, but that raises the possibility that J is totally playing me, and attempting to keep me home.
I'm not comfortable with ANY of the possibilities, here. It comes down mostly to two things:
a) J is telling the truth, and the Jackass *is* trying to intimidate/harass us.
b) J is lying through his teeth, and attempting to manipulate me.
c) J actually saw the Jackass, but is exaggerating.
Option "C" is looking to be the most likely, though I'm not sure anymore about who I can really trust.
I'm STILL pissed off that I can't have a cat. What's worse is, I've had several offers of a cat since moving in to this place! (Irony...) And it's not about "oh, well then we have to clean the cat-box" or nothing, I'm perfectly willing and able to clean shit out a box of sand. I'd be more than happy to have my life taken over by a furry bundle of joy and purrs -- hell, you'd have to get the rake to pull me off the ceiling! I miss my babies~!
My stash container is empty, and that makes me kinda sad. Then again, I'm at my parents' house right now, so that's probably a good thing. On the other hand, that means I have to go out in the nasty NorthWest weather to go to the bank, and then go hunt down a 40-sack. Too bad nobody delivers.
Hey... nowut -- I feel a bit better after getting all that out. But I still has a general ANGRY going. Now, if I had a CAT, I'd be able to de-stress and calm down and be all "nawt angree enymoar". There's just something about soft fur, a warm ball of fur, and purring... ogod, the PURRZ!
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Post by Aqualung on Mar 17, 2009 20:23:57 GMT -5
I hate going clothes shopping. I'm pretty picky to begin with--I pretty much only ever wear solid colors and band t-shirts. But WTF is with the ruffles and frills on everything this season??? It's UGLY!!!! You guys have it easy--your clothing styles never change. Bah. BAH! says I.
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Post by Art Vandelay on Mar 18, 2009 4:00:58 GMT -5
I hate going clothes shopping. I'm pretty picky to begin with--I pretty much only ever wear solid colors and band t-shirts. But WTF is with the ruffles and frills on everything this season??? It's UGLY!!!! You guys have it easy--your clothing styles never change. Bah. BAH! says I. That's why I only buy clothes at stores like K-mart. You can get normal clothes rather than this "trendy" bullshit.
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Post by Redhunter on Mar 18, 2009 4:26:46 GMT -5
I hate going clothes shopping. I'm pretty picky to begin with--I pretty much only ever wear solid colors and band t-shirts. But WTF is with the ruffles and frills on everything this season??? It's UGLY!!!! You guys have it easy--your clothing styles never change. Bah. BAH! says I. That's why I only buy clothes at stores like K-mart. You can get normal clothes rather than this "trendy" bullshit. Trendy only makes you look stupid a few years later and laughable ten years later. Remember the Vanilla Ice haircut or the Hammer Pants?
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Post by Art Vandelay on Mar 18, 2009 4:34:00 GMT -5
That's why I only buy clothes at stores like K-mart. You can get normal clothes rather than this "trendy" bullshit. Trendy only makes you look stupid a few years later and laughable ten years later. Remember the Vanilla Ice haircut or the Hammer Pants? What do you mean "ten years later"? Was the "pants worn halfway down the posterior" trend not laughable the first time you saw it?
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