Post by kellykellykelly on Dec 6, 2010 15:05:26 GMT -5
Where to start? Probably this will be of no real interest to anyone, and that's fine and understandable but I'm gonna post it anyway.
I am just so fucking sick of everything. I just don't fucking care anymore and I don't know how to start caring again. People bug the fuck out of me for the most part and yet I love most people and have a lot of empathy and compassion -- and yet people bug the fuck out of me.
I'm tired of exes. I'm tired of working a shit job and not having any money, which has been the case now for almost a year. No chance I'll ever get back into the career I had which paid well.
I'm tired of 'phobic people. I'm completely fucking tired of religious people. I just want religion to go the fuck away, yet at the same time I try to be tolerant of people no matter what they believe -- as long as they don't use their beliefs to condemn others. But still, I am fucking tired of religion.
I am tired of the economy sucking. I am tired of tea-baggers, politics and stupid people. I am tired of being tired. I'm tired of a partner who is critical and rarely lifts a finger to help around the house. I'm tired of people who always want you to be there for them emotionally but then when you need some support they are nowhere to be found.
I just want a sense of normalcy again, yet I am in such a funk I just don't know how I'll ever get out of it. I have a lot of experience, a lot of potential, but yet so many things in my life have fallen apart I feel afraid to even start something and put any real effort into it. And so here I am, sick and tired of everything and feeling like life just sucks -- and not knowing how to pull out of feeling like this.
Yes, I'm a bit depressed. Already on meds for it and have seen someone about it. Doesn't really change much except to make me feel even more like I don't give a fuck.
What the fuck?
I am just so fucking sick of everything. I just don't fucking care anymore and I don't know how to start caring again. People bug the fuck out of me for the most part and yet I love most people and have a lot of empathy and compassion -- and yet people bug the fuck out of me.
I'm tired of exes. I'm tired of working a shit job and not having any money, which has been the case now for almost a year. No chance I'll ever get back into the career I had which paid well.
I'm tired of 'phobic people. I'm completely fucking tired of religious people. I just want religion to go the fuck away, yet at the same time I try to be tolerant of people no matter what they believe -- as long as they don't use their beliefs to condemn others. But still, I am fucking tired of religion.
I am tired of the economy sucking. I am tired of tea-baggers, politics and stupid people. I am tired of being tired. I'm tired of a partner who is critical and rarely lifts a finger to help around the house. I'm tired of people who always want you to be there for them emotionally but then when you need some support they are nowhere to be found.
I just want a sense of normalcy again, yet I am in such a funk I just don't know how I'll ever get out of it. I have a lot of experience, a lot of potential, but yet so many things in my life have fallen apart I feel afraid to even start something and put any real effort into it. And so here I am, sick and tired of everything and feeling like life just sucks -- and not knowing how to pull out of feeling like this.
Yes, I'm a bit depressed. Already on meds for it and have seen someone about it. Doesn't really change much except to make me feel even more like I don't give a fuck.
What the fuck?