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Post by DeadpanDoubter on Oct 10, 2009 21:38:21 GMT -5
Lonelocust what did you mean by and thats the story of how you were born? It's just a silly thing I say after stories. Sometimes I instead say "And then I found five dollars" or "And then there was a great explosion, and everyone was forced to live underground" or "This has been pointless story number 99,824." Seriously, is Nautical a robotic computer program or something? His inability to separate seriousness from jokes is...well, non-existent, evidently. |
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Post by nautical999 on Oct 10, 2009 22:09:23 GMT -5
Deadpandoubter
The key to your healing is in your post to me. Your feelings of abandonment were natural. Being a scared little girl that mommy and daddy are sick and you will be all alone allowed the feelings of abandonment to come in. Mommy and daddy were sick and there whole life revolved around staying alive and sane enough to keep going. I'm sure you were yelled at for every little thing that you did even the little things. You didn't know how to get out the feeling and so you acted out because the pain was so much inside of you. You were not a demon but may have had a demon over emphasizing this pain and this demons name is probably abandonment. If he was there then then he is there now. And i can tell that he is because of the way talking about the age of twelve hurt you so much. I bet you still have abandonment problems thinking that thoughs close to you will die or leave or something else and you will be all alone. The way to get rid of this is forgiving your parents and asking God to take this abandonment problem from you. I can lead you through this if you would like.
Amaranth
the reason why you didn't get your healing is because those in the church that you went to were either not informed of your problems or did not know how to deal with it successfully. God is still there where you left Him. waiting for you to return.And Jesus Christ who died on the cross is ready to heal you. That is why he died to bring complete healing to all. body soul and spirit.
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Post by ironbite on Oct 10, 2009 22:10:36 GMT -5
nautical....fuck off and die.
Ironbite-seriouslly...fuck off and die.
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Post by nautical999 on Oct 10, 2009 22:29:54 GMT -5
ironbite
get saved
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Post by nautical999 on Oct 10, 2009 22:30:41 GMT -5
ironbite
seriously get saved
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Post by nautical999 on Oct 10, 2009 22:31:06 GMT -5
ironbite
and oh yeah get saved
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Post by DeadpanDoubter on Oct 10, 2009 22:32:13 GMT -5
Deadpandoubter The key to your healing is in your post to me. Your feelings of abandonment were natural. Being a scared little girl that mommy and daddy are sick and you will be all alone allowed the feelings of abandonment to come in. Mommy and daddy were sick and there whole life revolved around staying alive and sane enough to keep going. I'm sure you were yelled at for every little thing that you did even the little things. You didn't know how to get out the feeling and so you acted out because the pain was so much inside of you. You were not a demon but may have had a demon over emphasizing this pain and this demons name is probably abandonment. If he was there then then he is there now. And i can tell that he is because of the way talking about the age of twelve hurt you so much. I bet you still have abandonment problems thinking that thoughs close to you will die or leave or something else and you will be all alone. The way to get rid of this is forgiving your parents and asking God to take this abandonment problem from you. I can lead you through this if you would like. Uhhh...can I ask you something? Where did you find that I acted out or anything of that nature? If anything, my mother still brags of how I reacted; I tried to follow recipes in cookbooks to feed myself and my brothers when she was too depressed to get out of bed. Of course, my first batch of biscuits were failures (I didn't understand the difference between self-rising and plain flour, and added salt to self-rising flour- BLECH!) I don't blame my parents for any of it. I'm not happy that I was raised fundie, I'm not happy that they're so uncomfortable with my beliefs, but I don't blame them for anything (except, possibly, for being over-protective and micro-managing, but hell, considering how they were raised, I can't fucking blame them). More recently, they've allowed me and my brothers to make our own decisions, not coddling us or putting extra emotional "padding" to "protect" us, but letting us goof up and learn. I do have issues with fearing people will abandon me, yes, but Erik Erikson would say that's normal for people in my current age range. I wasn't abandoned, emotionally or physically, by my parents, and the worst "abandonments" that I've experienced were my grandfather's death (when I was a baby) and some asshole "friends" telling me to choose between them and a friend who admitted to being bi/having a liking for yaoi. Yes, it fucking hurts to think about how I felt back then! If this was a demon reminding me, though, I believe I would think about those issues more often than *maybe* once a year. tl;dr: Thanks for your offer, but no thanks. I'll be seeking therapy, but not from someone with a religious agenda who, no offense, gives off creepy vibes. Thanks for offering to help, but really, I think you should take some training before offering this sort of help. |
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Post by RavynousHunter on Oct 10, 2009 22:35:38 GMT -5
I was saved once...by rock 'n' roll!
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Post by ironbite on Oct 10, 2009 22:35:57 GMT -5
That's the worst curse anyone's ever leveled at me.
Ironbite-fuck off and die
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Post by RavynousHunter on Oct 10, 2009 22:38:16 GMT -5
Ibbs, have you accepted Mammaris into your life, you vile, filthy heathen?
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Post by A. Sapien on Oct 10, 2009 22:39:51 GMT -5
Are you familiar with the Sith Scriptures? Allow me to tell you about them.
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Post by RavynousHunter on Oct 10, 2009 22:41:11 GMT -5
Wait a fucking minute...according to generic Christian vocabulary "spirit" and "soul" are the same fucking thing. Does he heal you twice in one area? Isn't that a little...unnecessary...?
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Post by A. Sapien on Oct 10, 2009 22:44:16 GMT -5
Wait a fucking minute...according to generic Christian vocabulary "spirit" and "soul" are the same fucking thing. Does he heal you twice in one area? Isn't that a little...unnecessary...? I bet he charges you twice too. |
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Post by ironbite on Oct 10, 2009 22:48:28 GMT -5
I WORSHIP THE PATRON SAINT OF MAYHEM!
Ironbite-DEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAADPOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL! Also Bruce Campell
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Post by RavynousHunter on Oct 10, 2009 22:53:19 GMT -5
Wait a fucking minute...according to generic Christian vocabulary "spirit" and "soul" are the same fucking thing. Does he heal you twice in one area? Isn't that a little...unnecessary...? I bet he charges you twice too. Just like a damn, dirty hippie... |
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